I'm in the middle of mid life crisis. Yes, half mid life crisis. Where I began to ask myself the purpose of my existance and especially the benefit of my living.

I do hold on to the principle of doing your best in something u believe and drop it once u think it doesn't produce any value. Most of the time, I drop things, here and there in life.

But I can't quit me, believe me I've tried, but failed. So I have no choice but to do the best in this life and to make sure I'll leave something good for my fellow creatures once I'm dead.

I wont have kids. That is certain.

So perhaps I'll leave a word or two. Make it sound wise so u, who are still alive can ponder upon it.

Maybe.